.Sunday, March 18, 2007 ' 10:45 PM ♥
Aries is a strong girl.She is so much happier now.Not deceiving herself or anyone else.She is starting to find her joy back into her life.Other than being happy alone.Aries has found a new direction in life.My vision and purpose for living.My greatest dream..to play my favourite pieceon a grand piano in an auditoriumwith a hall of audience's attentionand receive claps of appreciation.A great pianist in the making = Yours truly.-----About serene.She's like a body with 2 machines.One machine which she is able to control..which the other she couldn't no matter how.The part whereby she can control..she lost all determination and hope to salvage.Inside her little body is full of hatred..which she is unwilling to forgive YET.She hates being herself, her true self.Reason being, she has to sacrifice her joy.She wants to be happy like anyone else.But she wasn't happy being herself last time.As a result, she doesn't wish to be herself now.It's very much understandable.And thus I wondered how much encouragements she needs?How much more can I do for her?How much more can we do for her?Will she end up being too dependent on us instead?She will recover if she wants to.But sadly, she's lost the hope and desire to get well.I know God has the answers.Hence, I'm trusting God for her well being.
Yours truly,
Aries
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